Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Gottaa love the past

Sean, I had a Kid. I gots me a a little Sun shine. My mother raised me right. I don't run from real responsibility. I imagined my women having an abortion, when I was psychotic, coming down off drugs. You knew me then remember. I Imagined her killing my kid, and thinking I'd have a lot more in common with one of my best friends. Except she didn't do that. I didn't really want that, because I was bigger then that. I was not raised to be weak, and follow. I followed you for a reason, you'll understand it one day. If anything fate brought us together because we needed each other. SOunds like you still need me a bit. Well I'm available for comment, and I don't delete. You know you should read the rest of the blog. Throughout the entire thing there is posts about you.
They are spread out, so you might have to buckle down and do some reading, but it might open your mind a bit. Kiss my brother out there on the End of the World.

12 comments:

unknown vector said...

ahhh, we are using names are we. well thats fine Jacobe.

i have read the rest of your blogs, most anyway. I am a little confused about some of this one though. although i cant say a unexpected reaction, its a little odd.

need, need hum, need what do i need? well, may things. to be clear though, i have been commenting on your work here for a reason other than need. its simple though im sure you will deconstruct it in a atempt to understand. im simply trying to ingage you into thinking a little more dynamicly about this stuff your plastering on the internet. look down at some of the other comments, i have left a few.

i have to say, i do feel a little consern for you though. i know from your writing that you feel you have acheved somthing in your life byond what you have. this feeling you have stems from your missguyded and stagoringly warped sence of fath.
as your preast, of sorts, i must tell you. god never wanted you. thats why you strugle with your past. sorry let me clairafy. eesh i cant spell.

you feel that your making up for some of the things you have done in your life. you think that by doing what you are doing now and living the way you live now, will obsolve you of your "sins" write? yah.

but there is no such thing as sins Jacobe there is only how you feel about what you have done. so you are changing your life or rather have changed your life because you feel bad about your past. well the only way you are going to get over that is to let it go and move on.

i understand about the writing, i find it verry tharapudic also but its just a coping stratagy. at the risk of sounding extreamly lame. " the only way you will ever be forgive for anything is to forgive your self" no god. no old bearded man who lives in the sky. no supream being with power over ever living thing will ever save you not in this life or . . . . . oh wate, there is only this life.

well love to keep writing about the lameness of religion and "god" but its kinda boring me so ill leave you with this.

http://www.sexinchrist.com/shaving.html ha ha ha ha ha . . . this is what your fath is in...so silly. oh and burth controle is murder.

merry Christ-mass all you root sucking hippys
peace in the middle east "ya right"
i hope this comment causes you some emotional anguish prompting a responce.

bye

Anonymous said...

It is rather interesting for me to read this post. Thanks for it. I like such themes and everything that is connected to them. I definitely want to read more on that blog soon.

Real cab driver said...

You liked your religion class, it is interesting stuff isn't it. And psychology, well........

I used to work for a developmental psychologist. They don't do clients, it's kind of like being an engineer, as in why is this chair comfortable, for instance.

I'll leave the trick question and answer as a comment in one of your other blogs probably.

Real cab driver said...

and after looking, I guess I'll leave it here.

The trick question: When the Romans owned the world, there was a revolt in Palistine, come call the revolt of Bar Korba. The Romans had been giving the Jews a good deal for too long and they like many people who receive a good deal came to not appreciate how good they had.

The Romans spent 2 years marching their best legion from England to Palistine, and they kicked ass. Then they dispersed the Jews. Hauled them off to the far corners of the known world and told them to not go back under threat of death. The also made it illegal to convert to jewdism or be a rabbi who does the conversion, death sentence crime.

So the Jews came up with a trick question, the rabbi says to the prospective convert, "You must be crazy to want to convert, the Jews are the most shit upon people on Earth." The trick answer is "Yes I know, and yet I am unworthy." If you don't come up with the trick question, no conversion for you.

All true I might add, I'd tell you to look it up, but it's not easy to look up.

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unknown vector said...

aw, all these people are complementing you, they don't want you to stop. spread the good word jake. your your own man.

unknown vector said...

Oh ya, and to Real Cab Guy. finding the information you are refering to is actualy not that hard. infact there are many websites that outling all the diffrent persacutions of jews. also if the internets one sided opinions and lack of creditable informations is to much then you can allways just go to the librairy....they have lots of stuff there about religion and all of the horible stuff people of all faiths have done to eachother and hid from people like you and me....

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