It isn't all understood, things change
things stay the same
I was so willing to offer something that I don't want to give,
we are both so complacent, and she is such a joy
I don't really know why I have no one around who is my peer
the ones who should be my peers are either way ahead
I'm not last. but I ain't in first either
I'm casting, and calling
who else is there to be...
1.2.3 I am so ....