Scotch tape in the sink for your on sake!

Now things are running so smoothly, I have a felling I'm gonna trip over something big. Good or Bad, I guess we'll see. For now I have to keep focused. Get over the jealousy and that kind of stuff. Life is more then i'll ever be able to define. I have things so good they could not be better. We could always use more money. I'm sure this rings true for most people. So materialistic greed is something that I just inherently feel. It's a sin! It causes strange things to happen. Sometimes it feels like you're being carried which is cool right? Well sometimes life ain't lifting you up it's taking you down... and you don't even know it. The joys of all this....learning. Use pirated software if you have to an try not to make your computer crash. Get sleep! and imagine life on this world without "who you are".

Fear consumes us with a standard glass eye!

Im so lucky to be in school right now. I have a back up plane.i guess I'm lucky I could be in my parents basement, a gang member and incapable of passing the upgrading courses required to go to school. So I have something to fall back on. But I really dislike sitting through a stats class it's suicidal. Fucking standard deviations! haha to those readers that only got far enough in school to read taxitalk, it's a mathematical way of defining where you are at. Mean median and mode mother fuckers. Man I am happy, fuck it would suck being a drug dealer or something cause in real life they are runnin scared. but they do have lots of.......crappy back up.

SOme Jager Brand. Concerts Rock!

There is an endless amount of work in the world. I am beyond happy about that. Seems likes I might not be able to get away from scenery for too long. Pimples.. I also have a bunch of pimples. Well one. So there is a concert a Rexall tomorrow. WIll CALL you any time brother.

What a weekend!!!

Now that certain things seem to be so good, and within that there is all these little fuck up's that really seem to be the the end of the world but they are not. Life is beyond good. Things seem to be on track.Lookin at the big picture is getting more and more direct. Focusing on it and being greatfull. Now Im going to bed. Cause I have work tomorrow bright and early.!

Bheee...You mean very little more then a busted nut! and that goes to anyone!

So here is a Random attack!! Check out this link and you'll know that what you put in does come back at you! The Apresnos Rocked my world after another few nasty blows. But my Mom is doing really good so I'm actually beaming with Joy. God Bless!

So thank you!

You know even if your a hatter you are a fan if you read the posts.
So I win! as usual. go back to Asshole week! Your one of the true sheep, faceless fuck!
I Love you too.

SOmeone really close to me

There is someone I love very much going through surgery today. I am on my knees. God keep an eye out for "you know who" please. Love!

You are the only person that can make you happy in this world!

Throughout the last few weeks I've been getting over a really bad bust up with my lover. We were lovers for almost two years. The strange thing about our relationship was that lust played a massive role in it. Neither of us ran out of want for each other, but we did run out of respect for one another. This X lover of mine was someone I was willing to spend my life with, no joke....except she was married. Well she was separated for over ten years. Another thing about this women was that she was over a decade older then me. We made a great match at first. She totally helped me stay optimistic about this shit hole of a world we live in. I met her in the taxi, which I know was one of the big no no's for anyone out there that enjoyed taxitalk....No sex! no drugs! (Don't worry there was non of that)but, well toward the end of the career things changed. I met a women, a fare, she invited me into her house to type in the URL to my blog .... That night I could tell she was lonely. I didn't take advantage of it. Even though I was lonely too. She eventually contacted me on the blog. There is a comment somewhere back there. We started to email each other and a Romance followed. We corresponded together for a month or two before we met again, and it was love at first sight...or lust. (I'm just starting to go over the relationship...to figure out why I didn't leave earlier) There were several issues I over looked time and time again to try to protect our Love or lust or whatever it has ended being. Over looking ones self if the worst mistake I ever made when it comes to love.

Rotten rodent....you anonymous Rat...............

The truth is that This is my domain not yours you asshole. Eatshit and fight a bull for all I care. My sun still rises and I don't go wasting my time on your shit, so you are welcome to come back but remember I control the content...not you. You can control shit in your anonymous bullshit trap of a world. You are a nobody, you are nothing. I make you.. which is sad since I don't know you. So stroke it buddy, you're a worthless piece of shit. A jerk off. Hahahaha...haha ha.

The secret is out you suck!

So it looks like the two years it takes to put on a lawsuit is up, and AMA want to fight the collision. The law has nothing to do with this. What's happening is one insurance company is fighting another. I think it's funny, my case was dismissed because the witnesses and even the cop who wrote the ticket never showed up(crack heads). I won because no one bothered to take the thing seriously. I think that takes me off the hook when it comes to paying the deductible. Not 100% sure on that though. It's a scam. I might have to testify in court. Yellow cabs "GuY" told me that the layers are there to desecrate you. He said he was put up to the stand once and it was awful, the lawyer did everything but spit on his face and the judge sat there jerking off. Man the Canadian judicial system is such a fucking joke. So is Edmontons Police department. FUck what a waste of money. THe weird thing is when I asked what the damage came to, the "Guy" from yellow cab couldn't say. Cheeeeese Ball! What an ass this situation is. At least I got to talk shit about the insurance representative. THis women with absolutely no social skills. I told the dude that the women should be fired, I might not even help yellow cab with this unless that women is kicked out. THrown in the dirty bucket. The world of the recession. FUck insurance companies. FUck this cheese ball nation, because it's such a great place to be an asshole duchbag. FUck this shit. FUCK. >>>>>>>>>fuck,.,.,.,.,.,.,.

Yellow Cab sucks dick, and many of the drivers are ...

This morning I got a phone call from yellow cab, seems that there is an issue with the insurance situation from two years ago. I was forced to go to court to protect myself from a bullshit ticket I was given by one of Edmonton finest. The EPS is the biggest joke in the world. Well I think that that people who work that type of jop are just robots. Well anyway I went to court and it was all thrown out. I remember going to yellow Cab and throwing down the paper that declared the dismissal of the charges laid against me. The insurance lady was such a cow, she fucking moowed and behhhed all this bullshit about the insurance situation. They wanted me to pay some sort of interest on a the amount. Bullshit. I was found to be not guilty to the accident. The women I was in the accident with, paid her ticket. She was charged with making an illegal left turn. I don't understand what's going on. The fucking company is crooked, but Im going into talk to the about all this shit. Those fucking bastards are wasting my time.

I don't want it to hurt, it's for me. Happy to hear you're in pain too.

Hoping we all get to heal because I fucking cared about us. and you but happy things are over.

SO there it is, I'm kinda sad I know, and there is plenty more pop songs that posting might make me feel better but I won't. I think the initial pain of the split is over. Still getting slivers of emotional retardation. But I know I can't reach out. She might just reach back. This relationship ended so badly, so fucking painfully it's strange. Taxi talk is the outlet for this. I've been transferring the emotional detachment into creative drive. Oh and I finally started understanding the meaning of heart ache. I totally fell in love with that Celoo Green song. Fuck what an awesome sound.

How was watching me burn baby...make you feel good

you took off laughing after you lied.......

It's a cryin shame

the video inspires ...... sadnessssssssssss, sometimes so does freedom. But I'm better off

I feel things changing......did to much to make you smile...time to do this by myself for me. Without those parts of my heart you busted...shit I trusted you. Now I know you. I'm better off.

This one really hits someone where it hurts! Fuck you and fuck her too!

the way you play your game ain't fair.......

IS actually sick in the head, but she knows that! Its all you baby, its all you!

this is the original, it's dirty, but so was my last relationship.....
I think I need therapy....
I think someone else needs way more help then me.
What a crazy world we live in.... I think I'm gonna start writing poetry!

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Balalllla balas bbbabalas

This blog has always seemed to stay alive, when the fact of the matter is I no longer boot around in the taxi. I have a new job now and I'm also finishing my degree. Sometimes I look back at all the things I could have been. Then I laugh and realize that I love who I am. The blog won't die. There is to many others who have no where to go. No blog to write of their own. To those I say....."Drive a taxi and get a girl pregnant." Now we all know that the kids are going to follow my advice buy unfortunately the girl they knock up will probably have an abortion. Leading the young new taxi cab blogger to spiral into a river of unhappiness and possibly drug abuse.
When after a lifetime of self abuse he wakes to realize that he can no longer.....
fuck!
School start tomorrow I can't sleep.
I think this helped