that was random! I might Now have claws!

I'm haunted and worthless! I am so weak!
I boil and fester, I control and I speak
I would want to be you alone
so alone though
still  far to go. 
Payment for a service
that ends in Wastlands
faith lands
my path and plans.
rock bands like oassis ooooaaaah!
and under bridge like spaces!
scared of the consequences
in ....